And The Countdown Begins!

It's almost time for me to pack up all of my belongings into two suitcases & get on a plane to the wild city of bright lights & excitement, Los Angeles! I cannot believe it is getting so close. I am so proud of myself for how far I have come and grown in these past few months. I still have some things to work on, but I am eager to start somewhere new. Even though I am starting somewhere new, I will truly miss all my friends and family back here at home. I more than anything hope I keep the friendships I have now in this new adventure I take on. The past is in the past & I am looking forward to my future, but just because I am starting somewhere new & moving somewhere different, doesn't mean I want to forget about people or events that have happened to me. I hope to share this journey with people I care about in my life now & new people I meet along the way. I have been through a lot these past six months preparing myself emotional and physically for this new stage of my life I am about to take on. It hasn't been easy & maybe someday it will get easier, but all I know is I have the confidence in myself to get through this difficult point of my life.  Hopefully i will be able to start to enjoy life & be fully happy again. I want to be able to love myself again, love what I do, and fully love my life again. One word cannot even begin to describe the emotions I am feeling right now. So many thoughts racing through my head as well, thinking about meeting new people, living somewhere new, starting a new job, building a new and improved version of myself. I can't wait to see where California takes me, I am strapped in & ready for this roller coaster ride!